e Fei mo nodded, his eyes deep and distant, "It's a long time ago. I'll tell you after the Jin Zhang Award is over."Wen warmly looked at him deeply, Ye Fei Mo did not dodge, lightly holding her hand,...Xiaobai went alone to the garden in the courtyard and nestled there. Chuchu found him and sat beside him, smiling sweetly and asking, "Little Brother Xiaobai, everyone is playing inside, why did you come out alone"

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"P透透氣，你在做什麼？”小白偏頭看，楚楚捧著手機在他旁邊打遊戲，有一段時間不見，楚楚變得成熟了，雖然還快樂的小丫頭，可感覺比前陣子要成熟多了 "> 。Speaking of their generation, ChuChu and Zhou MuHan were the happiest couple. They rarely encountered any storms. Having grown up together, they loved each other deeply and had a very smooth relationship. There was a period of drama involving a third party, but ChuChu's fierceness scared them off, and since then, there have been no more disturbances. Their relationship is excellent. People say that only after experiencing wind and rain can you see a rainbow. But sometimes, relationships without experiencing wind and rain can also be very good. Zhou MuHan and ChuChu are the best examples. They are very happy, very happy. 。"Little White brother, when will you be cured of your addiction" "June..." 。"Little White said, 'What's the point of asking that'

'I'm just concerned about your health. My dad and mom said they want to stay with your dad and mom in Riyadh until you're fully recovered, so no one's looking after me anymore. That means I can go to London to find Brother Muhan.' 。Chu Chu was delightedly planning her next six months. Chu Li took good care of her, she was his precious little treasure. Although he approved of Zhou Mu Han as his son-in-law, he also wanted his daughter to spend more time with them before she got married. 。So ChuChu is very unfortunate, spending half the year with ChuLi and RongYan, and the other half with Zhou MuHan. This time they are going to live in Riyadh for six months, ChuChu is over the moon. 。Little White wailed, “So you think it’s good that I’m addicted to drugs” 。"It's impossible, Mo Yao gege has always been so kind to you, when has he ever rejected you" 。Chu Chu said, “Little White brother, don't overthink it.” 。"I hope I'm wrong. 。Xiao Bai said nothing, his lips pursed. Thinking that the big brother would rather play games to pass the time than face him, Xiao Bai felt a little bit uncomfortable. 。

They decided to have a barbecue on the beach later. Su Man asked Dana and the others to prepare the grilling equipment. Ye Wei, Rong Yan, and Eleven went to buy barbecue ingredients. Although they were late, there was one barbecue stall that hadn't closed yet. Ye Wei swept up all the barbecued dishes from the stall>>> 。Her appearance was even more magical, she brought a little piglet from the hotel. A group of people went to the beach in grand style. 。Summanche is great, although it's crowded, there are plenty of seats on the buses. Mo Yao and Xiaobai were the last ones to leave, Mo Yao had something to deal with at the last minute, so he was a little late. Xiaobai waited for him 。The rest went to the beach first. Mo Yao had already been working on things for half an hour. Xiao Bai was waiting for him in the garden downstairs. Xiao Bai drove, and Mo Yao sat in the passenger seat. To tell you the truth, Xiao Bai had a bit of a complex about driving because he'd been in a car accident before. 。He doesn't like Xiaobai driving fast, it's too dangerous. 。Even if Xiao Bai persisted, he was helpless, there was no way he couldn't let him open 。This sports car is still the one they drove last time they came out, Bai Ye gave them his favorite car. 。This is Xiao Bai's perk. When Xiao Bai drives, he likes to listen to rock music the most. The frantic drum beats and music shake Mo Yao so much that she feels uncomfortable. Xiao Bai then turned the music down a bit. 。Mò Yáo only then felt a little comfortable. Mò Yáo didn't say much, and Xiao Bai was also silent along the way, occasionally humming a few tunes. 。As Xiaobai was driving, he suddenly felt unwell. The car stopped at a red light, and his body started to twitch uncontrollably. Mo Yao quickly came to her senses and saw Xiaobai stepping on the brakes, driving the sports car to the side of the highway. 。Little White was twitching on the driver's seat, his face contorted in pain. Mo Yao anxiously asked him what was wrong Little White only said he felt unwell, nothing more. Beads of sweat rolled down his forehead. He had a drug craving every four or five days recently. Yesterday was when he last experienced a craving, it shouldn't be so soon again. Mo Yao asked in a low voice, "What did you eat just now" "I drank a little ice beer" 。"Mo Xiaobai honestly said, Mo Yao cursed under his breath, "Making a fuss, simply making a fuss! He actually went to drink ice beer, Bai Ye doesn't allow him to drink, and he actually drank. It's probably because of the drinking that caused his addiction to relapse early." 。Xiao Bai closed his eyes and tried hard to wave his hands away from something in front of him. 。Mo Yao opened the car door and pulled him out. He was trapped on top of the sports car, struggling to hold onto his body. 。"Don't struggle, it's alright, it will be over soon. 。Mo Yao said that Mo Xiaobai's drug addiction issue was not allowed to be seen by others. He had very frightening withdrawals, and recently he could withstand the pain on his own. However, he wasn't sure if alcohol would make things worse. 。Mo Yao circled his body, preventing him from harming himself. Mo Xiaobai's chest ached, feeling suffocated and oppressed. He was filled with power but had nowhere to release it. His head throbbed, and hallucinations flashed before his eyes. When he was in prison, he couldn't bear the side effects of the drug withdrawal... So... Mo Yao and Wushuang they all thought Mo Xiaobai had been sexually abused because there were bruises on his body, all marks of abuse. However, they misunderstood. 。The situation is the opposite. Xiaobaiqiang overpowered them, and his methods were exceptionally cruel, directly crippling several people's... 。Later, when he was having a drug attack, no one dared to approach him. They just waited for him to finish before beating him up, trying to force him to quit. 。Revenge! To be fair, those special forces soldiers were a bit wronged. They didn't know about the side effects of this addiction, so when it happened once, they learned their lesson. 。While Xiaobai was hallucinating, he saw everyone as Mo Yao. So, while he was suffering from the effects of addiction, he also thought he was abusing and hurting Mo Yao. He was tormented in both reality and fantasy. 。Those special forces soldiers who were accidentally injured by Xiaobai wanted revenge, so they found a group of men who liked this kind of thing and locked them up with Xiaobai. They waited for Xiaobai to have a drug relapse when he had no strength left and couldn't resist, then they would come and take revenge on Xiaobai. 。Those xgnue scars came from that. Xiaobai suffered a lot during that time. His rationality didn't disappear, but his body had to endure the torture of interrogation and the abuse of those scum. He used almost all his intelligence and strength to prevent them from harming himself. Later, hallucinations became increasingly severe. No matter what happened, Mo Yao appeared before his eyes. Those who hurt him, he saw as Mo Yao; those who he hurt, he also saw as Mo Yao. In Xiaobai's mind at the time, all those xgnue marks were inflicted on him by Mo Yao because he couldn't tell what was real and what was an illusion. 。Even so, Mo Xiaobai still felt happy because he had seen Mo Yao. Even though Mo Yao was crazily abusing him, he felt that being able to see his brother, having him by his side, brought him a sense of security. He himself couldn't figure out if he had been tricked or not. 。After all, those people were Mo Yao at that time. 。Pain and stress, coupled with addiction, had warped him completely. Even now, when he dreamt his dreams, they were terrifying. During that time, when Mo Xiaobai recovered his memories, at night when he held Mo Yao and slept, he would have nightmares. If he had a knife in his hand and his addiction flared up again, he probably would have stabbed her. 。If Mo Yao wanted him at that time, he would have died from his drug addiction, I guess he would have shot Mo Yao too. 。This is the instinct of rebellion that Mo Xiaobai cultivated in prison. Because he couldn't distinguish between reality and illusion, Mo Xiaobai treated everything as fake. Even if Mo Yao appeared before him, kissing him, he would still grab the sharpest thing he could find to pierce his artery. 。He had done this several times, the first time was the most unbearable. He watched Mo Yao lie motionless on the ground, blood gushing out, a sharp piece of glass stuck in his throat. He almost collapsed, he thought he had killed Mo Yao. 。He thought he had killed his loved one, and wanted to commit suicide. But suddenly, his brother came over with a sinister smile. Mo Xiaobai started defending himself again, and later became numb. Even when he saw Mo Yao lying beside him, covered in blood, he felt nothing. 。He had to numb himself and tell himself that it wasn't his brother, just a phantom shadow. 。Bai Ye had told him that such hallucinations would stay with him for a long time, and he was worried that he would hurt Mo Yao. He never told Mo Yao these things, afraid that Mo Yao wouldn't be able to accept them, and also afraid that he himself wouldn't be able to accept them. 。Those nights when he woke up, seeing Mo Yao by his side, were the most confused times. His first reaction was to grab anything he could and try to kill him. Later, as he slowly made out the figure, realizing it was real, he calmed down from that urge to kill. 。Mò Xiǎobái was worried, he feared that one day he would lose control. 。At that time, he craved Mo Yao's embrace. Accepting Mo Yao's embrace was also a way for him to test his limits. He couldn't deny that during his outbursts, his desire for Mo Yao was intense, and it had become a habit. 。...when he was awake, and doing it with Mo Yao. That's him trying to get used to this kind of thing, trying to get used to the fact that he and Mo Yao are bound together like this forever. He has to get used to it, lest he make a mistake and kill Mo Yao because there was someone who kissed him once while he was on top of him, and he stabbed him with a knife. That's when he realized... 。That's why he was afraid, sometimes these illusions could drive people mad. 。Fortunately, he has never had an attack. 。Fortunately, when he thought about killing him, he realized in time that this was a real scene, not a fake one. This was different from being in prison. In prison, Mo Xiaobai kept telling himself that it wasn't Mo Yao. Now, no matter who it was, when he had hallucinations, he told himself that it was Mo Yao. 。 turned on his computer, and was busy after getting hurt. He didn't go online to play with Ye Fei Mo and the others.Only Ye Fei Mo was online in the group.Ka Ka looked at the address, realizing that t...