as strained, as if she couldn't even convince herself. How could she possibly convince Ban Yue 。"Mommy, I'm small, but I can understand that kind of helplessness" 。My brother and I want a complete fam...Qin Jingwen wanted to start from the beginning, but if she started from the beginning, there were probably too many things to say until tomorrow morning.

“My two friends had to cut off contact with me for some unavoidable reasons, and he even wants to stop the project we developed together.” 。“Actually, I understand and support their helplessness. I can also understand the reasons why they did this, but my heart is just betting on it, just sour about it.” 。Qin Jingwen started to blush, her eyes filling with tears. She couldn't bring herself to express the overwhelming emotion she was feeling. 。She didn't say anything about the unwarranted grievances she felt. 。She doesn't want to infect others with her excessive negative emotions, nor does she want to reveal everything about herself. 。Just say it out loud so you feel a little better, just a little bit easier. 。As soon as the words left her mouth, Qin Jingwen silently started drinking again. 。This time it wasn't a sip, but a whole glass. 。To conceal her bloodshot eyes, she took a big bite of food. 。This chili is spicy enough 。" Eat a little less vegetables, they are too spicy and bad for your stomach. " 。"Chi Chuan reminded, and it was also clear that Qin Jingwen was using chili peppers to mask her emotions. 。"You mean the friend you're going to break off relations with is Qiao Shunchen" 遲川 guessed and asked a question. 。"No, I haven't been in contact with him for a long time." 。He has his own social circle, and I have my own path in life. We've long since gone our separate ways. 。"The only relationship we have is that he's the father of the child and I'm the mother. " 。When it came to Qiao Shunchen, Qin Jingwen's mood turned even worse. 。I hate that I still love Qiao Shunchen, and I've made up my mind to forget him more than once. 。But even if the two people had no relationship, getting along with him for these two days was still Qin Jingwen's happiest thing. 。He is a star in the sky, and she is a tiny creature on the ground. 。He is her unattainable love, she can only look up to him. 。Since it wasn't Qiao Shunchen, Chi Chuan couldn't continue asking. 。All he could do was offer comfort. 。Don't worry, don't think too much. 。It is normal for people's lives to have ups and downs. 。Since you understand, and you support it, that proves you understand their unspoken pain. 。Let them be, you should also open your mind a little. 。They will leave and new friends will appear, like me. Besides being your leader, I can also be your friend. 。Qin Jingwen heard such comfort, a wry smile. 。"Yeah, I'll make new friends. You're my new friend." 。"

Qin Jingwen understands the big principles, but this situation is difficult for anyone to accept, and everyone needs time to get used to their friend's departure.

" 。Although Chu Yang only greeted her in advance and didn't immediately implement... 。But Qin Jingwen's heart felt like a flood was rushing in, choking her. 。She couldn't comprehend the kind of feelings Chi Yang and Xue Yao held for each other. 。It's like losing three Joys of Life, almost all at the same time. 。She never expected her existence would disrupt so many people's lives, never imagined that she had unknowingly become a stumbling block in their lives. 。How sad, life is so unbearable. 。So many failures, living so disgustingly. 。Thinking of this, Qin Jingwen poured herself another glass of wine. After a moment of silence, she spoke with some emotion. 。"If there was a chance, if I had no ties, I would leave B city" 。Since my existence has impacted so many lives, what meaning does your life in City B hold 。"As for me now, I would rather live in impoverished regions or in the mountains than in City B." 。And I also want to do some meaningful things, want to participate in some charitable activities. 。To prove that I still have meaning, that I am not universally hated. 。Although she said these words, Qin Jingwen first stabilized her emotions. 。Although she finished speaking, she still couldn't control herself and let tears flow slowly. 。"Sorry, I might have had too much to drink, or maybe the chili peppers got in my eyes." 。Qin Jingwen quickly explained herself, and hurriedly took a tissue to wipe away her tears. 。"Drink, have a drink with me " 。Qin Jingwen wiped away the tears on her face, but her eyes still held... 。She then moistened her eyes and drank another glass. 。He kept drinking cup after cup, and Zhi Chuan watched with a troubled heart. But he didn't stop him. 。He knew Qin Jingwen was in a bad mood and knew she needed to drink to vent. 。"If you want to drink, drink more. If you want to leave, you can leave anytime. If you want to do charity work and help more people, you can do it anytime." 。Don't mind what others think or say, just focus on doing things your own way. 。Remember, keeping your heart comfortable is the most important thing, so that your life can be filled with sunshine. 。“ Patiently, Chi Chuan tried to persuade Qin Jingwen. Watching her struggle in pain, his heart ached for her. 。At first, he only saw her exterior, her strength and optimism, her hopefulness for life and her vigor. 。But through these interactions, he discovered that Qin Jingwen was not as strong on the surface as she appeared. Her heart was filled with too many things, and the sunshine she projected was barely leaking out from behind the clouds. 。 “I really want to live the way you said, carefree and oblivious.” 。Only then can I live. 。But I have so much to consider, I can't just be selfish and think only of myself. 。Tears welled up in Qin Jingwen's eyes, threatening to spill over. She blinked rapidly, trying to evaporate them before they fell. 。The feeling of wanting to cry but not being able to is actually the most torturous. 。Everything that Chikawa said, she had already thought of, and even more than he did. 。But in the end, she was held back by some things. Perhaps until her death, she would never find her true self and would never be able to live for herself. 。Then walk out of this circle, change the environment, and change your lifestyle. 。Forget all past people and go to meet new friends and integrate into another field. 。"Some things are not impossible to do, nor are they hindered too much by 。The real reason is your own heart, it's your heart that can't let go and keeps dwelling on the past. 。Chīchuān's words struck at the very core of Qínjìngwēn's heart. 。It's truly her heart that is entangled, holding on too tightly. It's her heart that won't let go, and it's her heart that keeps dwelling on the past. 。All the things she had experienced, and everyone she cared about, might not care about her as much as she thought they did. Yet she considered these things and people to be indispensable parts of her life. 。That is to say, she treats others like treasures, while those people only see her as a weed. 。Thinking of Qin Jingwen's tears, she couldn't help but shed them. She was afraid that Chi Chuan would see them and expose her true feelings. 。She then lay her head on the table and cried. 。He didn't dare to make a sound, but seeing her back trembling constantly, Chikawa knew she had been crying. 。At this moment, Chikawa truly wants to know what Qin Jingwen has gone through. He really wants to help her release and solve her problems one by one, because looking at her like this, he feels like the whole world is oppressed. 。"Warm warm..." Chi Chuan wanted to persuade her, but only called her name and stopped. 。He realized that the more he tried to persuade her, the more heartbroken she would become. 。Then he extended his broad palm to gently stroke Qin Jingwen's head, wanting to give her strength, but his hand lingered above Qin Jingwen's head and did not fall. 。They didn't fall for each other because they haven't known each other for very long, and they are still in a leader-subordinate relationship. 。Most importantly, they are single men and women. Such actions would lead to misunderstandings from others and cause inconvenience for Qin Jingwen. 。He retracted his hand and stared at Qin Jingwen's tears without saying a word. 。Although crying doesn't solve problems, it can temporarily relieve pent-up feelings. 。Qin Jingwen cried for a while before she came to her senses, realizing that she had acted very inappropriately in front of Chi Chuan. 。Lifted her head and quickly wiped away her tears, then raised her cup again. 。Come, continue drinking 。Have a smooth journey tomorrow. 。One cup after another, Qin Jingwen drank, at this moment, she just wanted to get drunk, to forget everything temporarily. 。Qin Jingwen was finally drunk. After drinking, she started to talk nonsense and her hands and feet became uncontrollable. 。"I... I today... Thank you... Thank you for drinking with me..." 。"Today I am... very... very... happy" 。This is the end... I'm going back to school. 。"Qin Jingwen stood up from her chair as she spoke, and Chi Chuan quickly got up to help her, fearing that she might be unsteady on her feet." 。Just then, as his hand was about to touch Qin Jingwen, Qiao Shunchen suddenly took a step ahead and caught Qin Jingwen who was about to fall. 。"Mr. Qiao..." Qiao Shunchen's sudden appearance took Chi Chuan by surprise. 。"She can't go to school like this, I'll take her." 。Joe Shunchen held back his emotions while talking to Chi Chuan, thinking about how Chi Chuan had just reached out his hand to Qin Jingwen. He wanted to be impulsive. 。However, for Qin Jingwen's sake, he endured it. He wouldn't do something so uncouth. 。 Qiao Shunchen was talking and helping Qin Jingwen to walk, but Chi Chuan stopped him. 。Mr. Qiao, please wait a moment 。" Qinchuan was worried about Qin Jingwen, but after calling out to Qiao Shunchen, he hesitated. " 。He couldn't let Qiao Shunchen take Qin Jingwen away, after all, she had come out with him. 。But where could he take a drunk Qin Jingwen 。Joe Shunchen and Qin Jingwen are no longer in a relationship, but they used to be the closest people to each other. 。At this moment, Chi Chuan realized that Qiao Shunchen's identity was more suitable for taking care of Qin Jingwen. 。So he couldn't say what he wanted to, only giving a simple reminder or two. 。"Mr. Qiao, she had quite a bit to drink, and ate a lot of spicy food..." "I'll take care of my woman, no need to worry about it." 。" Qiao Shunchen coldly interrupted Chi Chuan's words, then scooped up Qin Jingwen and quickly left. 。Joe Shunchen's attitude surprised Chi Chuan, and the phrase "my woman" he uttered also surprised Chi Chuan. 。These two points alone are enough to prove that Qin Jing and Qiao Shunchen's relationship has not been cleared. 。 Qiao Shunchen hugged Qin Jingwen out of the restaurant and put her directly into the car. 。Qin Jing was deeply intoxicated, her senses hazy and blurred. She couldn't make out Qiao Shunchen's features, but she could hear his voice. 。She wondered if she had misheard, or if she was hallucinating about him after getting drunk. 。"Ugh... you're so annoying." 。Every time I drink, you appear. Every time I drink, you appear. It seems like I... I should go to the other side of Earth. 。The other side of the Earth... I wouldn't even meet you if I died of thirst. 。Qin Jingwen was speaking in a muddled way, but her words were filled with helplessness towards Qiao Shunchen. 。e like this. If I were to hurt you, I wouldn't be human anymore." 。I promise you, I swear on anything, I would never do that. 。It's not just you, everyone needs to keep their mindset balanced. 。Once...